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through a thickening cloud of egos

[16 Dec 2003|08:24am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

shecriesgoodbye



my new one.


if lj has a system failure from so many new journals. i am part of it. :)

<333

1 can almost see the skyline through a thickening cloud of egos

[14 Dec 2003|12:33pm]
i want to take the bullet,

the one aimed straight for your heart,

i want to meet the wolves halfway,

and let them tear me apart.

but thats not the way they do it here.

i want to lay on the tracks,

feel hot steel screaming at me,

expose the bones on my back,

let me show you what i mean.

i want to climb barbed wire fences

and warm our hands in blood.

and this is my gift,

im asking you to fix

my ruined hands.


and right now, its all i have to give

2 can almost see the skyline through a thickening cloud of egos

..goodbye... [09 Dec 2003|02:57pm]
[ mood | cold ]

and i know that you hope for,
longer goodbyes, embracing for forever
and falling in your eyes.

pouring over photographs.
im living in your letters.
breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you, and i cant be
without that scent, its filling me,
with all you mean to me.

these roads go on forever,
there will always be a place,
for you, in my heart

so ill hit the pavement
its gotta be better than waiting
and pushing you far away,
because im scared.</marquee>
so ill take my chances,
and head on my way up there,
because turning to you is like falling in love when youre ten.

5 can almost see the skyline through a thickening cloud of egos

what ghosts exist behind these attic walls? [04 Dec 2003|11:08pm]
[ mood | content ]

thats it. im bleaching it.


...but i thought that this meant something more than broken hearts and new addictions. well leave our sins within the carpet twine. our bodies will dissolve the chemicals in due time.












p.s. my hands are at your throat and i think i hate you
but still we will say, 'remember when' just like we always do...

1 can almost see the skyline through a thickening cloud of egos

[04 Dec 2003|03:02pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

no one here, accepts or understands anything, other than what they are...

19 can almost see the skyline through a thickening cloud of egos

... [02 Dec 2003|12:37am]
[ mood | complacent ]

leave me a comment ANONYMOUSLY telling me something that you either...
-wish you did
-wanted to but didnt because you were too scared..
-never could because its so unthinkable...
-or just plain....forgot.

dont break my heart, make me happy.

<3

4 can almost see the skyline through a thickening cloud of egos

[01 Dec 2003|07:28pm]
i hung out with stephi today <3 i plucked her eyebrows, they were a mess, now they look hott ;)


a longer upsate later, i have a spanish project to do...make up work sucks.

through a thickening cloud of egos

[30 Nov 2003|11:29pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

the summer with you, ended too soon.

through a thickening cloud of egos

sleep tight, my love... [28 Nov 2003|08:55pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could

recall the moments that once have</b>

retrack the footsteps that brought us to this favor

i wouldnt ask this of you

good eye, sniper</strike>

i shoot, you run

the words you scribbled on the walls

with the loss of friends you didnt have

i called you when the time is right

are you in or are you out?

for them all to know the end of us all

run quick, theyre behind us

didnt think wed ever make it

this close to safety in one piece

now you wanna kill me in the act of what could maybe

save us from sleep and what we are


bye bye beautiful

dont bother to write

disturbed by your words and theyre calling all cars

face step, let down.

face step, step down.

through a thickening cloud of egos

and look like pink decorations in our crystal meth tuxedos... [26 Nov 2003|11:38pm]
[ mood | cold ]

please hear what im not saying...













tome el corazón

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